No I do not want a kitten :))
I want Shakti, who will burn like fire and empower my own energy and we can advance together.

Do you know this very ancient principle that a man is Shiva, a supreme cosmic mind and his consort Shakti, is a life force, someone with power to make Universe full of live and follow Shiva's plan.

But it's very hard to get along with a woman who is round like a ball in her own world of thoughts, goals, opinions, etc.
Two balls can just bump and then roll in different directions.

I think most American women are taught to be like such balls.
And you also. In this aspect you are typical for a foreign mind (though in many other aspects you are not).

While being such a ball I think it's very hard to find a man...