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But, the main thing, is that you are pleased with yourself and content.
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Haha, not completely. I'd like to be like that.

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I don't know how to live without feeling...it's a very cold and foreign existence in my view.
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It's not without feelings, it's without thoughts about feelings, mostly. Or course, if there is a problem, I think.

I don't know if you understand but over my meditaion practice I learned a completely different way of perception.
When I see a person, in metro, for example.
In the past could start to think about his qualities, and other aspects. Verbal thought, memories, etc.
Now I very quicky get a complex image.
I sort of become this person, breath him in and inside myself understand everything about his mood, health, etc.
Then I breath him out and forget, if there's nothing interesting to me, in fractions of a second (if it's not a pretty girl, of course :) ).
So, I don't think, I get an _image_, everything at once.